December 2010
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November 2010
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October 2010
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Oct 26th
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Oct 26th
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Oct 13th
I went to the ENT doctor today and got great news… I’m getting a tonsillectomy! It’ll be days before Christmas, so my holidays (NYE included) are going to suck. I can’t drink obviously, but at least I’ll be on drugs. I’m most excited about the inevitable weight loss though :)
Oct 12th
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Oct 10th
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Oct 10th
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Oct 4th
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Oct 2nd
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September 2010
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Sep 30th
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Sep 30th
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Sep 28th
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Sep 24th
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fuck, I want to be depressed. I hate being alone and able to go online and stalk people I shouldn’t, and think about things that I shouldn’t without a distraction or voice of reason to talk me out of it. I have that sick feeling in my gut, the kind you get when you see something that makes your heart break, but you feel like you’re going to vomit instead because it can’t be...
Sep 23rd
Doubled my anti-depressants to counteract the depressive effects that my birth control (which I have to be on for polycystic), and now I’m essentially “normal”. My purging has definitely gotten SO MUCH better.. although my tonsillitis may play a small part in that, given that I can’t purge.. or eat many solid foods to feel bad about anyway. I’m finally not sad about...
Sep 23rd
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Sep 21st
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Sep 19th
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Sep 18th
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Sep 17th
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Sep 15th
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Sep 9th
I just met with my counselor here at school (a new one who kind of sucks and with whom I’m not too happy) and, she made it painfully clear that an active bulimic should not be heavily exercising. Thus my 3 mile a day runs cannot happen or I might die because of the electrolyte imbalances and the stress on my heart. She wants me to take it easy and go to a bunch more doctors/nutritionists...
Sep 9th
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Sep 8th
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Sep 8th
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Sep 8th
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Sep 8th
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I’m so torn about J. I feel like we just don’t have very much in common anymore. Being away from him for an extended period of time makes me want to call him and talk, and be happy, but when I actually do, there is just nothing to say. It gets boring and mildly awkward and we sort of just sit there in silence until one of us says “okay, I’ll talk to you later, bye”....
Sep 7th
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Sep 1st
August 2010
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Aug 31st
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Aug 31st
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